December 2011
293 posts
like 75% of my followers never like or reblog any of my posts
they’re just sitting there
watching
I love books. The ability to be sitting in a crowd...
i have the worst hickeys ever. i’m gonna get freaked out on at work. fuuuck. not to mention i’m with my dad and brother and the first 20 min my brother notices even though i was desperatelyy trying to hide them with my hair. failed attempt apparently..he was like WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR NECK! and i was like …nothing…
gah fuck.
i spent the night with matt last night. it was fun. but now i feel like shit. i just wanna lay down and cry. because what i want out of it is not gonna happen. i’m gonna get attached to him, hell i already am. and he’s not going to feel the same way about me. i just know it.
this sucks.
so bad.
why do i continue to do this. i feel like dying.
we had a good time, we did. but i...
yayyy it’s midnight and i have to get up at 730…woo!
my schedule tomorrow…get up at 7303, get ready for breakfast with nicole and nickk, get all my shit together for work/being with my dad for the next few dayys, go to work 11-7 (waaah) thenn leave with matt at 11 and drinkkkk hopefully. here’s hoping all works out. which it better.
waaaaaah i can’t believe...
why does it feel like 4 am right now, and it’s really only 11:58..
